November 6, 2013

You're Really The Love Of My Life

All photos were taken by me for my project. Click to enlarge photos.

So this post is going to be a little personal but I still feel like sharing my thoughts on here since you guys are pretty well informed about my relationship with Kevin. I'll try not to get too deep but I do want to express what's currently on my mind at the moment. 

When I love, I love hard. An old friend of mine was the one who actually pointed that out to me a long time ago and looking back on it, I see where he was coming from. But what I really want to bring up is when someone who loves harder than me actually gives me their affection by striving to be the perfect significant other for me in all ways possible which is essentially being themselves in this case. That feeling of having someone love you so hard feels so unreal when it's put in such a perspective.
To feel so many emotions with someone I'm in a relationship with is a spiritual out of body experience sometimes for me because I usually see us as one rather than our individuals selves. That unity of two parts is hard to put into words for me, but I know it eases my mind when I am in that train of thought. Tranquility overflows my being for a few moments and I forget that I'm not in heaven for that duration of time. It gives me strength to believe that there is a reason to fight for this type of happiness. A reason to keep on pushing past all the obstacles we encounter as a couple. A reason to remind ourselves that our love for one another is going to always conquer any fight we may have no matter if it is major or minor. These reasons and more are why I believe we are still together. So much has happened since I met him...
He is really my soul mate you guys. I mean really I can't picture being without this man. Throughout my life I really just wished to be looked at as more than what I appeared to be on the outside by people other than my family and best friends. To be admired for my inner core by someone who is also just as effortless to love unconditionally for their beautiful mind and personality. He is that person for me.

Real talk, I was going to originally post this last week in a more peppy happy tone but Kevin and I got into the biggest fight we've ever had. I was so scared of losing him because the likelihood of us being together looked slim. Despite it being that severe, after all of that we still saw through it by some miraculous way.

A colossal thanks and huge heaping of appreciation goes to the friends who gave me advice and listened to me cry and go on about the fight this last week. You all know who you are and I honestly am NOTHING without you guys. My friends make me strong at times like these so I really want to say thank you so much for your support and helping me stay in the right senses. Sorry to those who may want to know what happened as I refuse to disclose that information but just know that after this, I strongly believe we can overcome bigger and badder fights in the future which is really relieving to know.

If you're in a relationship and are having troubles but deep down want to work it out, then work it out. At first, it might feel like you're giving into them but trust me sometimes you gotta just talk these things out and commit to always being understanding of the other person's emotions. Communicate, lord almighty please do this lol it seriously saves you from so much when you do it the right way. Still learning as time goes along, I'm not relationship expert but I'm just sharing a bit of what I've learned so far.

Kevin Qiu, honey, I will always love you.
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35 comments :

  1. Beautiful photos! You are such a lovely couple, completely suit each other ^^

    ♥ Little Owl Diary

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  2. Emi Doll (恵美)11/6/13, 4:48 PM

    So cute and adorable, wish you guys the best ^^ Looking forward to seeing wedding pics of you 2 <3

    恵美より ♥

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  3. This post was beautiful and your photos are lovely! The way you write your feelings is amazing. You guys are a perfect match for one another, and it's easy to tell from the way you interact with one another. I'm so happy that you two found each other! I can tell you two deeply care and respect one another; such a lovely couple! Thank you for sharing!

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  4. Aww this is sooo sweet :) Such an adorable couple. Glad to hear that everything worked out for you guys! Wish you two all the best :D


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  5. Thank you sweetheart <3 I was feeling super into my emotions this morning and had to let it all out haha! I couldn't really help it with this post after all that's happened. I'm glad you appreciate this style of writing.


    Honestly thank YOU for reading and taking the time to leave a comment. It really means a lot to me.

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  6. Thank you Stella! If this didn't work out the way it did I'd be such a train wreck right now. So glad things fell as they needed to for me ^ ^

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  7. Alessandra Noir11/6/13, 8:28 PM

    You're romance is inspiring. I miss your face.

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  8. Thank you sweetie I'm glad you felt inspired ^ ^

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  9. You too are just way too adorable! You look so pretty and he looks soo handsome. I thought the first picture was my favourite, but now I love this last one. I'm also in love with your shirt/sweater(?) I remember seeing it in one of your old hauls and now I really want it. :3


    xx MochaLexy

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  10. Aw this post was adorable. Actually you both are adorable together :)

    I was browsing through Tumblr and came across this. Somehow it reminded me of you guys hehe http://psych-quotes.tumblr.com/post/55986826597

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  11. Oh just get married already!

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  12. You two are just the most adorable thing ever. I'm so happy for you guys, especially having the love and patience to work things out with each other. The best things in life are never easy, it's a constant struggle but in the end it's totally worth it!


    CAN'T WAIT FOR YOU TWO TO GET MARRIED :D
    I would totally fly down there to see you walk down the aisle.

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  13. omg the subheadings along for each bullet are already speaking to me lol thanks for sharing that with me Catherine sweetie ^ ^

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  14. Pahaha you don't know how badly I want to.

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  15. Aww Pinkie TwT Thank you so much for your support! Those words are so true. It can be said the same for friendships and family relationships. By the end of the day it's so worth all of the struggle. Lol we may not get married for a few years because of school but man I wish it were so much sooner. I completely welcome you to our wedding if you're willing to come down for it ^ ^ I'd make sure you'd be treated well as our guest.

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  16. Awh this is such a lovely post! You two are so adorable ^3^

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  17. Thank you Lizzie <3 Glad you liked it!

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  18. I'm in the same boat as you. We're just waiting until school is over and we've both worked at least a year or so to save up for it. We don't want it to be a huge huge wedding but it'll be nice :>

    That sounds lovely <3

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  19. Since I first found out about your blog, I've always loved hearing about your relationship in addition to your fashion / style. Anyways, I'm glad that everything worked out between you and Kevin. I pray that things continue to work out for the best! These pictures are so cute! ^_^

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  20. Thank you Ciara! So happy to hear you're still hanging around. Sometimes I wonder why I even take the time to bother blogging but people like you remind me why I do it so thank you so much <3 We appreciate your prayers.

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  21. Good luck to the both of you! I'm sure you guys are going to have a lovely wedding :D You'll be a beautiful bride too ^^

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  22. D'aww, you are just too sweet <3

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  23. Johannes/Jom11/10/13, 3:53 PM

    The two of you make an adorable couple! You are both so beautiful and have a nice sense of style (I love it when both parts in the relationship dresses/styles themselves well)


    And also reading your post was heart-warming. I, myself have never been in love, but when I read things like this, I feel like I partake in the happiness of it. And for that I'm grateful.


    I really wish the best for you and hope you stay together always ^^


    Warm wishes,
    Random bypasser

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  24. This is soo sweet <3!!! And Im so in love wtih your lay out!! ^^

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  25. Absolutely adorable ♡ You guys make a gorgeous couple ^-^

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  26. Thank you Beckii sweetie! :D

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  27. Thanks! My friend Glee did it for me she's amazing! :D

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  28. Awww :D Thank you Jom! Haha you know, that is something that I rarely see in person too actually and I wonder why. It is either the girl has style and the boyfriend doesn't or vice versa but it's usually that first pairing -.- I love when guys take care of their looks. It shows me that they're making an effort for not just themselves but for me as well so I'm glad you commented on that.


    Thanks again for randomly stopping by! I appreciate your kind words!

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  29. Haha thanks Alexis! Glad you liked this post and yeah that's a long sleeved shirt I'm wearing from Sammy Dress I believe. It was cheap and is holding up pretty well ^ ^

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  30. Ahh well it's really pretty! Is it bad I just realized I put 'too' instead of 'two'. Ugh, I hate when I notice typos, especially this late Dx

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  31. lol you know what, that's sort of what I was aiming for and I wasn't too sure if people would make that connection but I'm glad to see you did! Thanks for noticing that :D You're so sweet!!

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  32. I know its hard to find me now that I barely blog. But as i told you before im so so soooo happy for you and Kevin. Im so happy knowing you two are still together after all this time <3 Im happy you both are in love and happy and i hope to many more years of happiness from you!!
    I know at times you guys will fight and you may say things you dont mean but remember that you guys truely love each other more than anyone else has so dont let a stupid fight get in between you guys. If you remember michael and i and how perfect we were but in the end we fought everyday because we couldnt solve it and he didnt want to. ALWAYS sit down with kevin and talk things out babe dont ever walk away cause you might lose the one you love themost and that goes for him too <3
    ilysm :)

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