Last year wasn't the best year I've had truth be told. Plenty of shitty things happened involving school, finances, work, friends, my health, my relationship, and my family. I'm sure I missed another area as well. Towards the end of the year, things got so bad I hated every single day as it presented itself to me because of everything going terribly wrong. I genuinely felt my luck was continuously growing worse for me and I had no control on how to stop it. It's needless to say my holidays were a mess too. None of them went the way I'd hoped. Usually I would want something big and extravagant but this year I just wanted yummy food and to be surrounded by the people I love to keep things simple but even so I got less than what I was expecting.
NYE was the absolute last straw for me. The next morning I woke up, watched Bubzbeauty's video since I felt like she'd say something that'd sort of cheer me up. Low and behold, her video did indeed contain a quote that was so relevant to the beginning of this year for me. I used a cute memo pad my friend Katherine got me as a gift to start a mission each month and added that quote at the bottom of it.
|Yes you're handwriting probably poos on mine, I know I know.|
I would say what my resolutions are for the year but I am just going to take baby steps each month and chose small projects I wanna work on and complete instead as they come. Sounds a little odd but I think biting off more than I could chew last year screwed me up so I'm taking things easier this time around to see how that goes.
Now I'm feeling loads better because of my optimistic view on things. I'm over being in a funk so here's to enjoying life again! My sister had a grad party the weekend after Christmas and although I was really sick, I still tried to doll myself up as much as I could.
The party was full of awesome people and we ended up having so much fun spending the night there! Thankfully I enjoyed myself which was desperately needed at that time. Below is my friend Ryan and Kevin chatting it up for the first time ever! Or maybe in a good while...idr but it was pleasant seeing them talk like buddies.
Kevin actually was sweet enough to buy me and Vicky a PS3 slim that day too. We tackled him with hugs and so much love, he really out did himself. It's been forever since we played games period so this was nice for us to catch up with the times. So far it is so much fun and although I was used to playing on a PS2 years ago, I still had to do some practicing with the controls.
He came over last week and we played his game Flower his sister bought for him. Never knew accumulating flower petals would make me emotional. No, it's actually much more than that which is what makes it such a unique game. It's quite relaxing and chill. When he was over, him and Hachi were both passed out after a few minutes of me playing funny enough haha!
Priceless photo. I need more like these. Speaking of my boyfriend, you guys might have already seen on my instagram that he took me to Spa Castle yesterday. A day at the spa was needed after all the stress I experienced these last couple months. We came back this morning and I felt like a limp noodle because of how relaxed my body felt. No worries, I'll make a post soon on how that went so stay subscribed.
I hope all of you have a pretty decent New Years celebration. If not, keep in mind of the quote I shared. It will really lift you up from staying in the dumps. Have a good week you guys!